Biarlah

Actually, It was happen one week a go..I was inspired to write what I feel right now after heard song by nidji.............biarlah
This song is really a favorite song for her.. She Always want to playing this song in my Mp3 player..
but... I don't expect or imagine that it can happen in the real world with her.
Oh I couldn't explained what I felt at that moment.
after workout, me and my PT would dinner... I planned to eaten Tenderloin steak... we moved from cafe to cafe.. Mi hot plate Singapore, Meal box, Dundee resto, but we didn't found what we want...
after that...my PT called his boss and asked where we can found tenderloin at that time (almost nine o'clock). He suggested to The X cafe in fourth level because he ever become a chief in that cafe.. Oh God finally we could found what We want. We go to level fourth by lift, but before turn to lift I showed Her with a guy that I never saw before. It was shocked.. I could not said some word, I just asked to her, who is he.... She said that he just a friend..
I don't believe what she said, because they only two people..and look like a couple.
After she gone to bali for holiday, she never called me or asked to meet.
Now... I know that she have new mate or maybe boyfriend..
But I didn't got mad.. I hoped she found the best and will continue to married.
There is a basic different between me and her. She is a ......Christian

lirik lagu Nidji Biarlah

Aku sudah berlari mengejar yang tak pasti
Mengejar kamu hanya dirimu
Kulangsungkan hidupku
Kubisikkan cintaku
Hanya utkmu hanya untukmu

Tapi engkau terus pergi
Tapi engkau terus berlari
Jadi biarkanlah aku disini

Biarlah kurela
Melepasmu
Meninggalkan aku
Berikanlah aku
Kekuatan untuk lupakanmu

Waktu terus bergilir
Sakit tetap mengukir
Jalan hidupku 2x
Berikanlah jiwamu
Berikanlah cintamu
Hanya untukku 2x

Tapi ngkau terus pergi
Tapi engkau terus berlari
Jadi biarkan la aku disini

Biarlah kurela
Melepas mu
Meninggalkan aku
Berikan lah aku
Kekuatan untuk lupakanmu

Kau jauh dariku
Kau tetap menjauh
Dari aku
Kau jauh dariku
Kau tetap menjauh dari aku

Mengejar kamu hanya dirimu
Kulangsungkan hidupku
Kubisikkan cintaku
Hanya utkmu 2x

Tapi engkau terus pergi
Tapi engkau terus berlari
Jadi biarkanlah aku disini